I need to study! *Uncrosses fingers
For real I have to!
I'm lagging behind in so many subjects.
I'm getting so tired of school because of this.
That I cant get anything into my brainsssss.
This is so traumatising (?!)
Today went to training, even though skipped school.
Self-training (:
Hohoh, then ate at mac (fattening!) with Weifeng& Vanessa.
Was bitching all the time there. *Grins
Imma so so so sick of my life. My no-life kind of life.

I miss the past, I'm so sick of reminiscing.
This world is such a sick place.
The society is so disgusting,
Life is so (censored) up.
You can judge a book by its cover.
You can think what you think.
But then again... you'll never know the true me.

Another post, but well, same day.
Shan't mingle public affairs with personal matters.
Laugh-out-loud!

Firstly: I miss coach. ):
Secondly: I feel so out of place.
Thirdly: I feel like I'm like volleyballing everyday,
to busy myself with.

I need a time machine. I want to go back in time.
Everything seems so pointless.
Everything just doesn't works out.
My heart feels like a bottomless pit.
(Now my stomach is feeling like one too)
I need my life back. To be on the right track.

Warning: Explict content/ language

My mood now is like,
hundreds of dynamite exploding in me.
Fuck it man! Things are just so wrong.
I must have gotten out from the wrong side of bed. *Rolls eye
But actually, there's only one side I can get out from.

Set off to Punggol @ around 6 plus today, evening.
Weifeng& I took the train to Angmokio.
Then took a taxi to Punggol secondary. (51 Edgefield plains)
Which is a fucking expensive $23.45! And a 50 minutes.
From Angmokio to Punggol. It's like...?! Fuck!
The issue now, isn't about the money but the time.
And the cabby is like, has a fucking attitude problem!

Urghhhh! He reprimanded us for not knowing the road?!
And he was very very rude to passerby(s).
He was like "Hello hello" *in a very harsh tone*
"You know how to get to Punggol Secondary?!" (In mandarin)
And everyone ignored him?!
Then he claims that we weren't precise with the address.
The address is 51 EDGEFIELD PLAINS lah you STUPID CABBY.
I said that "If we knew the raod, we weren't be in your cab!"
And he said it's not his fault he didn't know the road!
Nobody blames him for that, but he just keep mumbling,
that we are fault for not knowing the address!
Screw himself! >.< He's old.
We wanted to respect him. But there's no respect he deserves!
Plus, while Weifeng was off the taxi to ask a passerby direction,
at a bus stop, he just drove off! Like what the hell?!
And there was Weifeng running after the stupid cab.

In the end my dad gave him the directions.
Then he was like
"If you had told me this earlier, I'd have known!" (In mandarin)
Like I'd want to waste my own time in your stinky cab?!
Then in the end, he still doesn't know where it is!
Me and Weifeng still has to get off at some HDB flats.
In the middle of nowhere! And we figured the place out ourself,
with the help of another passerby.
Plus he refuses to give me a receipt at the end of the trip.
He was afraid of me making a complain I guess.
Then he said that he only wants to charge us $13,
if not, he'd refuse to print us a receipt.
Is that threatening or what?!
He wasted our time alot, and Weifeng was super pissed off.
Weifeng actually screamed at him!
"Our time is precious!" Something like that.
He canceled off the original price, and wrote $13 instead.
In the end, I still gave him $25 in total.
And said "Keep the change!"
He stalked us, all the way. Saying he'd drive us there.
No way I'm getting into HIS stinky cab.
You're just afraid I'd make a complain right?!
You stupid cabby. Yes! I am so gonna make a complain.
I am I am! Fuck it.
p/s: It's a (insert company here) cab (SH 786* K)

And while on the way home,
(Daddy& Mummy came to fetch me and Weifeng)
I got to know something, disgusting/irritating/fucked up.
Eeeeew! You ugly fucktard. You aint no handsome guy.
And you're still not contented?!

p/s: This post took me a 1hours and 20minutes to type!

Oh yeah, realise that I havent been to shopping for ages.
I need a shopping trip! Urgh.
And any kind souls to sponser me for it? :x
Im feeling super excited after looking at some random blogshops.
I swear that I am so very going to spend my wallets out.

I'm so tired. And I'm super sleeping *Yawns!
So goodnight, all out there.

I want time to turn back, go back in time.
I believe to never, never,
give up the things that hold my smile.
But, it doesnt matter to nobody.
So, why do I need to fake a smile at all...
For nobody to see?
See no, say no, hear no. Evil.

你总是要我乖,慢慢计划将来,
说的未来到底多久才来

Loved, and Lost.
I loved you, but I lost my placing in your heart.

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round.
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown.
I'm losing grip, what's happening.
I stray from love, this is how I feel.

This time was different.
Felt like, I was just a victim.
And it cut me like a knife.
When you walked out of my life.
Now I'm, in this condition
& I've got all the symptoms,
of a girl with a broken heart.
But no matter what you'll never see me cry.

Did it happen when we first kissed.
Cause it's hurting me to let it go.
Maybe cause we spent so much time.
& I know that it's no more.
I shoulda never let you hold me baby.
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart.
I didn't give to you on purpose.
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart.

Some people dons a mask, some have two faces.
Some people are straight in your face,
whereas some. Just leaves you.
How I wished, time could be turned back...
But it isn't going to.
I've been striving to be nice, to be perfect, to be me.
You can say I'm acting, you can talk behind my back.
But you bloody do not know anything,
so shut your trap.
You assume, you think, you saw.
You think you are so right, when you are not!
Darn, screw it! ):