I'm sorry. I'm sorry for disappointing you girl.
But I guess you can never know how I feel.
Turning down & this stress inside.
There must be an odd one in three though.
I really appreciate all the things you've done for me.
Small or big.

Baby, I dont need you anymore.
Be happy now.

I cant forgive myself.
I cant forget what happen.
I hate you for causing all these.
When I was down & out.
You thought of only yourself.
You h**** b******
I hatehatehate you.
I thought I saw you downstairs.
You know the fear?
I bet you dont.
I bet you feel like nothing was wrong.
F off. Motherf*****

Everything is in a mess. Home, friends, relationship, school.
I hatehatehate this.